now i truely wish i've nv met u...
i've been thinking alot recently...those memories kept flowing to me, those flashes frm how we know each other, how our r/s became closer till how we gradually drifted apart n finally split.
i came to a conclusion: i am jus NOTHING to u. simply NOTHING.
when u wrote those comments, have u even spare a thought for my feeling. or do u treat me as an idiot, ignorant of everything that is happening ard me.
i kept my silence all this while doesn't mean i am at fault, shldn't u at least listen to both sides, before making a stand.
switching those pics as and when u like.
sticking to me and dumping me aside as and when u like.
what do u exactly treat me as????
when u sent ur regards, ur concern to all those ard u, u r just so stingy in showering me w jus a little of what u have shown to others.
this shld seriously stop.
or it shldn't have started right frm the beginning.
i guess i am the only one feeling the pain
it doesn't matter to u.
if not u wldn't bear to do so.


if every single one meant to turn out this way. i can only say its totally beyond my controlled.
i've tried, struggled, put in every bit of my effort.
its totally useless. i give up.





I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

My existence is a daily reminder of why my insecurities exist.

The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one.
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