i am really really jus so tire. i duno wat to say.
so disappointed in myself
out of the 4 pper...i am confident in none of them
sometime i wonder did i make the wrong decision
first time having this type of feeling
and i hate it
the insecurity, stress, fear....all building up
didn't really had much appetite recently

i noe i am not the only one having this type of feeling
but its the first time having this type of stress n fear in my whole schooling life
jus so sad, so depress
yet i noe nothing i do now can help





really on the verge of breaking down...
11 days to go
how i hope time can stop moving
i will hang on
hopefully everything will be fine





Love in the Ice

It’s not your fault those hands are cold.
Clinging onto the wounds of the past, afraid to love someone,
turning your back against the true meaning of the story.
The heart that is hugged slowly melts, like ice.
To be loved by someone, by anyone; it makes life shine like this.
If it was me, I would make your heart once again warm with undying love.
Fate’s play, even though it makes your heart ache,
when the tears end, a ray of light descends from the darkness.
We can grasp it.
We can feel the fierce painful touch of a person’s warmth.
Sorrow and loneliness, that every person endures,
searching for a refuge to mend-yes, for you, that place is here.
Don’t worry.
Don’t falter anymore. I will protect you.
Because it is love, as beautiful as it is miserable.
Don’t be afraid. This beautiful, beautiful time.
You know it is ephemeral.
To be loved by someone, by anyone; it makes life shine like this.
If it was me, I would make your heart, once again, warm with undying love.





had the final economics lect yesterday... i think i shld be my most confident module...the rest of the modules are like arrrgh!!! irritating!!!
ate lunch as usual at NP makan place...my first time eating subway in sch...
went to catch Confession of a Shopaholics at JP
hmmm...was a relatively gd show. oh...not forgetting to mention first time all of us ate watermelon in the cinema!!! then quickly rush to the toilet to wash our hands before show starts...lol
aftermath....ate dinner with YQ, vin and nick....the rest headed home
was feeling terribly guilty while eating dinner....cos i haven start revising when exam was soooo close...
bus-ed home with nick after dinner .... tire

a little extract frm the movie:
"she's not my girlfriend, she's not you"





after some ktv sessions with my OG, would like to make some randoms (:
jus to burn off some time ...cos duno wat to do now...

misty - the future diva!!! next time famous liao don't forget us wor
john - can reach extremely high notes (anyone in need of male tenors can go find him)
yu chen - holds the mic upside down when singing !!!
YQ & hwee ting - in charge of eating the food?
nick - intend to start up a karaoke with han yu pin ying (anyone interest in this biz venture can go look for him)
..............the rest.....to be continued....run out of ideas liao ........haaas

btw...if any of u were to be reading this, no offence pls...i'm jus too bore...