ahahaha...what a joke!!!!

i thought the least u could do is to keep ur mouth SHUT.





now i truely wish i've nv met u...
i've been thinking alot recently...those memories kept flowing to me, those flashes frm how we know each other, how our r/s became closer till how we gradually drifted apart n finally split.
i came to a conclusion: i am jus NOTHING to u. simply NOTHING.
when u wrote those comments, have u even spare a thought for my feeling. or do u treat me as an idiot, ignorant of everything that is happening ard me.
i kept my silence all this while doesn't mean i am at fault, shldn't u at least listen to both sides, before making a stand.
switching those pics as and when u like.
sticking to me and dumping me aside as and when u like.
what do u exactly treat me as????
when u sent ur regards, ur concern to all those ard u, u r just so stingy in showering me w jus a little of what u have shown to others.
this shld seriously stop.
or it shldn't have started right frm the beginning.
i guess i am the only one feeling the pain
it doesn't matter to u.
if not u wldn't bear to do so.


if every single one meant to turn out this way. i can only say its totally beyond my controlled.
i've tried, struggled, put in every bit of my effort.
its totally useless. i give up.





I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

My existence is a daily reminder of why my insecurities exist.

The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one.
“





You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.



We had said goodbye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other’s arms. But now when we said this goodbye. I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don’t wanna cross your path in the future ‘cause I don’t want all these feelings to come back and have to try and get over you all over again.


he doesn't even know it, but each thing he says is a different knife. As the conversation heats, the wounds grow, and the knives dig deeper and deeper. Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.


" I can't talk to you anymore, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more." " Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him." " I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?" " When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal." " They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading." " Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."