these days, my brain has been rationally telling me to give up, but irrationally, my heart is still clinging on, refusing to let go. but thats ok, as time goes by, things will definitely be better.



those troublesome stuff u brought to me. i shall nv forget.





so...i'm gonna let those quotes do the talking. again.

There’s someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key. No one enters, but no one leaves.

I smile, because when I cry it doesn’t help. When I cry, all it does is make people ask if I’m okay. i would love nothing more than to punch these people. I’m sitting here crying, but yes, I’m perfectly happy. I mean, come on, give me a break. Obviously I’m not okay.

And after a while you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep going on.

i take no credit for those quotes :)





so, i shldn't be blogging at this hour when i shld be wking on my assignment
but seeing the tons of bks piled on my desk, just leave me moodless and brain-DEAD.
i thought i need an avenue to let out my thoughts, my feelings. but i don't know how to start and what to say cos all thats been happening recently jus tumble my life upside down. Sooooo, i got all this quotes frm someone's blog. they sort of expresses what i am feeling recently. Again, below are what i've gotten frm someone's blog (i take NO credit for those quotes posted)

I’ve made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I’ll know better next time and I won’t settle for anything less than I deserve.

Don’t tell me who I am; because unless I write all my thoughts down on a piece of paper and hand it to you, you don’t even know half my life.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no-one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.

So that’s the best advice that I could give: is just to keep moving forward and don’t give a shit what anybody thinks, you know. Just keep moving forward and do what you have to do for you.

I like to pretend that everything’s alright. Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine, sometimes you forget for a while, that you’re not.

Her biggest fear was that one day he would say ‘I want you back.’ She would break down in tears trying to think of a way to explain she is still too heartbroken from the last time and she’s still not ready to lose everything again.

You made me feel safe, like no matter what, you were gonna protect me.